
Lots going on in my head right now. For example:
1. I have the bug to move. I have looked at one house 3 times now. My children have seen it. I have taken photos. Now I really need for Marc to see it. I think it is perfect for us - for what we will need in the next 5 years. It is a 6 bedroom house and each bedroom has its own bathroom. Plenty of room for the kids and for them to really have their OWN spaces. And plenty of room for craft area and guest room. Important to me. But I am concerned about moving - all the work... And packing. And having to de-junk... That is making my head hurt and giving me a panic attack. And I haven't even had my realtor over to value our house. What if it is not worth the amount I think it is?? I am not going to give my house away. But at the same time, it is not working for us anymore... Arg.
2. I am having surgery tomorrow. Plastic surgery that is. The moles on my face are being removed. I am extremely anxious about this. I don't heal easily and I scar. So I am afraid that there will be significant scars on my face after tomorrow. But the alternative is not acceptable either - these moles could turn cancerous. Really not pleased all around.
3. My weight is fluctuating again. So that means it is time for me again to get my exercise routine under control. I hate it. I really HATE the fact that my body cannot and will not loose one ounce without me having to work bloody hard for it. It is unfair. AND the less I eat the more weight I gain BECAUSE my screwed up body thinks I am trying to starve it. But if I eat too much, then I gain weight also. I am at a loss. The only thing that works is exercise - cardio exercise to be exact. Sweat = burn fat. No sweat, no burn, no losing fat. I hate it. HATE it.
4. My family has been sick this past week. Strep throat and the general flu. Marc is getting over pneumonia - about three weeks now. It is brutal and I am tired of having sick people in my house and constantly cleaning every surface they touch for fear that I will get sick. I know, I am nice. Whatever. It is fine and dandy for the kids or hubby to be sick. Life slows down for them. They don't cook and clean. I do. Life won't stop for me. So I can't get sick. Period.
5. We are trying to decide a spring break vacation. It has been a month now and still we cannot agree on where to go. Pretty soon we won't be going anywhere because it will be too late to book anything. :(
6. Here is another outfit I am fond of. I LOVE jean jackets. I have 3 or 4 of them. Anytime I see an outfit paired with a jean jacket, I cannot help but fall in love again. Enjoy.
I have a lasagna in the oven I made from scratch. It smells wonderful!! I love my heritage. I need to check on it.
Ciao all.
